I’m one of these people who have good advices and positive opinions for/about others but not about myself. Especially about self-image.
I’m in one of these moments where what you usually believe in just crashes and nothing can change your mind.
Feeling that no matter my progresses, it’s never enough.
I advanced, I fought some of my demons, food especially. I’m going in the right direction, as I already lost a lot (44lbs) but it doesn’t seem like a big deal whenever I go outside and compare myself to all the girls around. Because people see you on instant T, not with your background, what you went through, what you’re aiming for.
I know tomorrow will be a better day, I just need to vent somewhere. And it’s my blog.